tersasarkah kita atau kurang bersyukur

Assalamualaikum buat rakan2 seiman dan selamat pagi yang indah buat yang selain itu. walaupun aku tau je thiis blog belum pun aku public kan balik. manalah tau satu hari nanti, nak terpublic kan balik. so at leasrt theres appropriate greeting for all of u.

woke up for subuh on the second of unplanned day really force me to bump my head again, on that nice cozy pink pillow. malasnya!!!. but because i felt so bad to Allah, i forced myself to muttered few zikir ma'thurat and my hafazan.then? its still early... sleep or not?

i saw my untouched lappy on my blue bag. didn't say anything perhaps but i open it. as usual scrolled through my FB.notification and the pregnant discussion.bla..bla..bla...then? open YG..hoping for something actually which Alhamdulillah it wasn't there.but there was something else. post by hilal Asyraf. he said : what if u died last night?

i was stuck by his word. what if?i didn't even planed anything yesterday.just shifted by the flow. thought of reading badai semalam, but i left it befriend with isteri hanaoka seishu on my bed in KMB.so fb from morn. balas dendam konon

guys,
it just the matter of you don't appreciate the time that god had fated for you. it a chance by the way. i had friend who died at the same age of us. did he expect it? i dont think so. he dont even know it. (ok maybe he realise it) it can be anytime. so please self. be grateful to any single chance that he had gave you. its become limited day by day. who known tomorrow. OK i get it. lets start working on my plan. pfffttt...but i simply blank of any plan this 2 days before btn. will update another issue later

wsalam

terlalu mahu

saya terlalu mahu sa[a ade compilation HALAQAH sentuhan kalbu. sungguh2 nak. masa2 mcm ni baru tfikir, kalau nak cerita korea, tak payah susah2 nak cari. belum suarakan har\srat,,berduyun2 orang offer. sekarang ni running man pulak. sungguh tak masuk lagi sense fever aku. penat dah mcm try nak ikut arus. aku ke yg ttinggal?..tapi mmg tak minat aku nak ikut. dan aku bersyukur kerana tak ada that adict. sapa nak offer aku such movie. halaqah sentuhan kalbu. tak buat aku ketawa, tapi buat aku mangis. sedar hakikat hidup.

how can i?

rewinding up all those days that I live. all those paths that I choosed, make my mind trigger a question,
 how can i used to have such crush!...
make me feel ashame of what actually shape my mind to have such perception on such people. really it reflect your iman!
subhanallah, never let me turn again

math sudah mari!

ok keje sudah call, need to off!
see ya

dear!!!

owh dearest FB! welcome home. notification not that much..hahaha..i was expecting more. nampak sangat i ni taklah penting memana.hehehe..how could notification shows that? at least batter lah than mai,,,she only got 7..thats my average daily notification..hahhaha

anyway dear,
the last semester is waiting.let show some SAKINAH!

cant wait to fly

yep...saya suka benda yang terbang.ada masalah?

masyaAllah

saya tak marah tapi saya sedih. how could you do that?..we loved you and i thought that enough.but you showed us that it doesnt.so, ikutlah...i'll always pray that HE will always be in our heart. and again...we love you..

puasa facebook and twitter

maka dengan ini saya ____________, berhasrat nak puase FB and twitter sampai balik dari medan perang ni. huhuhu..boleh caye ke? inya Allah setakat harini dah seminggu lebih kurang tak bertegur sape ngan FB.mesti tkejut beruk mark zukerbergh lame x jumpe aku.woot..woot..sabarlah ye

meh nak kabo

huwa, exam week. dan seperti biase, makin ramai orang atas katli aku. dulu share ngan encik printer. terselit2lah aku atas katil tu.nasib je tak pnah tgolek kebawah..duooom!..ntah x ingat. sekarang encik2 buku pulak bermaharajalela. takpe2.today is your day. aku balik umah, conquer satu queen punye katil with no even a book on it.definetly. huwaaa...sampai ke hari tu???. aku dah takut nak buat ape2 perancangan,  aku tak sure aku hidup lagi masa depan. adeh, biarlah hari nie je. nampak macam bagus, teori ni sama aku praktik untuk exam maha tiba-tiba ni. esok nak exam..pulun silibus malam2. adeh, maunye aku mcm spongebob kering gamaknye. layan jelah.aduhai minggu yang menyeksa. tapi serius untuk pertama kalinya tidurku tidak berteman dengan mana2 istilah IA,labrepport,EE (ops..ni tak tau lagi, khamis ni nak jumpe cikgu balik).baru aku rasa sikit macam student.seriously,,,slama ni duduk KMB mcm 'sampah' bak kata cikgu azna. kehulur ke hilir kejar bende yang bukan study directly lah..taska bla...bla..

sumpah tak sabar aku nak cuti. cuti mendenye, 2 hari then kem Bina Iman Didada..ops biro tatanegara lah pulak. ni die campak aku ke melaka. terpisahlah kami seketika. huwawawa...geng2 bising semua sumbat kat group 1. tinggallah yang ayu2 gitew kat group 3. aku tak kesahlah. janji 2hb nak balik.start pulak IELTS yang bakal tamat dengan jayanya 10hb nanti. 9 band aku wei...nantikan...muahaha...

mood-y-ly

walllaaa,,,,another day of mood-y-ly mood is coming.welcome d day. pffffttt.. confuse like hanging everywhere.and im stuck in one of it. trying to escape but ill jump into another same. at this point i dont know what could calm me down,,really i've put that distance with him. remembering him vividly seem no longer give

any effect to me. seriously,,im kinda lost somewhere,,ive lost my love one. owh no,the one that love me. oooo Allah, me know nothing to do. taking each step empty-y-ly.it seems that the key to keep me drive has no longger there. im holding it again myself all alone.

what??? am i mumbling about. it just that, things didn't turn to what we expected.so im kinda miserable at the momment.any number are engage. arghh...ok i should get back to my life and workssss..till then,bubye

sory for making you hear such thing. i was hoping to write something better to you. but im a-bit-y negative right now,,how im suppose to see the sun when im at night. anyway hope your day much better,arent you?

btw, just to get u update with my new hobbiee...
tada..

kejuuuu...

ape pasallah mai nie

bakal2 dr,,aceccece..

atas permintaan ramai..presenting..elisha..hohohoho

HUJAN..

bukanlah pasal noh hujan or whatever,

 tangan nie menulis saat bumi sedang dirembeskan oleh manik2 hujan. lebat sangat..dan sangat nyaman...dan saya sangat suka. 

suke ape?

 suka waktu hujan lah. segala tentang hujan saya suka. especially bunyi hujan, suhu time hujan. sangat tak sama dengan bukak kipas even full speed. Subhanallah, cantik angin yang Allah cipta. aircond pun kalah!

bila hujan..teringat masa dekat kolej lama. berduyun-duyun manusia menadah tangan..."waktu mustajab berdoa!"..even if kami tengah makan. stop sekejap hal2 makan, sbb nak berdoa punye pasal..sekarang?..heh..suasana tu mmg lah mcm terlalu ideal untuk diadakan balik. but roh tu yang penting. terbanglah kemanapun...kita tidak beramal kerana suasana. but of course semua tak semudah yang dulu. tapi inilah kesempatan mencari ikhlas..

teringat quote yang terpapar kat hall "pink" yang setiap hari tengok.

 "sesungguhnya burung pipit yang hinggap disini bakal terbang seperti helang"

..quote ni dalam arab actually but i couldn't find the arabic version. betulkah helang?..sepatutnya...bukan senang tapi bukan mustahil. perjalanan kita setiap hari, Allah beri banyak support system untuk itu. tak Allah letak kita terdampar sendiri. Alhamdulillah, sehingga hari ini masih kelihatan manusia2 itu. nak dengan tak nak je....

(huhuhu..where did i put my spirit?)

did i change?

entah..tak tau nak tulis ape lagi lepas tu

just nak state...did i change?

the precious 50 minute (almost)

sory, didnt even have the chance to take two with umar!

pheww...pengalaman yang sangat menakjubkan. jaga umar yusuf and u are in academic session! bawak umar jalan2 tu mmg x de masalh...tapi bile tang bawak botol susu die,,mmg aku tak ubah mcm mak2 dh jadinye.

sumpah, sangaaaat best. its like..entah..somehow menjawab beberape soalan yang aku sendiri tak berani nak tanye. first hand experience. and aku tak rasa aku mampu nak jadi a student "mummy"..not at the momment lah..anyway,,kanak2 mmg x pernah membosankan.sangat menarik dalam segala hal. and bende yang paling aku tak sabar is that when you have someone that really depend on you. no matter what other people sogok, once that child see you, they will run towards you. nothing can compare to that feeling. im waiting for that day insyaAllah..pergh...hahaha..bajet macam besar sangat. saya melihat isu perkahwinan sangat jauh,,but i cant stop myself  dreaming about kids.my own.. seronok kan ade anak sendiri...

but dont you think Allah also think that way. yelah, he's the one who created us. but still we more prefer to hang on other people rather than HIM first.

Astagfirullah...

anyhow,

mabrouk to kak anisah for the new born

welcome to the family!

i love when im green

called ummi,

get things settle

and i just love when im green

how nice everything. its like rearranging ur mind as well

at last, i carved my name on it. we gonna be good friend until 27/10/2011

grrr...

sungguh tak selesa aku hari ni.dari women problem sampai sebesar2 alam punye problem...semua podok di bahuku hari nie..adeh..nak selebeh bahu ni kalau boleh. 

ok let define to day as hari merungut sedunia. 

kesian awin..banyak giler aku bebel hari ni. semua sudutn tak kena. bukan lah aku ni sakit sangat ke hape...cume seronok mengeluh2 ni. sebenarnye xdelah serius memana.

i dont think today run so smoothh. pernah ke mana2 hari kat KMB smooth?.. i really need my life back!..kelam kabut sangat. dah le kite ni mmg jenis kene atur satu2. once ade bende out of control mulelah aku naikkan bendera putih ..SURENDER!!!!.tapi sebab banyak faktor...aku jalan lah jugak.

anyway thanks to ekah yang tolong downloadkan bunyi hujan....i was hearing to it all the way to class. its like being in my own world. with no one over. i want to throw my bag and run as fast as i can..and hope to see a beutiful scenery infront.hate all those blocks and bricks. so unnatural!

semua bende tak kene. what is happening to me. im too miserable right now.which path should i take. rasenye mcm semua jalan dh try. tapi akhir2 mcm ni jugak..huhuhu

to whom it may concern,

i cant think of anything else to replace ur gift. i know its not as direct and good as the 'gift' but they said its a motivational book. me myself in the state of reading it..so cant sure u anything.im sory if any part in it touch you,,its about mother's love.sory if it is... anyhow, if you think and look deeper, perhaps you'll see more than just that. read between lines!.

happy reading

:)

to others who might not know this,

from far

syafaqillah

berape lama lagi

awak fikir berape lama saya akan ada disini?

me myself don't know it

sometimes i think it is better to be different

but to some extent i dont think so

y i keep on meeting people who are from other side?

ade clue ape2 ke?

anyhow

i dont think i'll belong here

there'll be a day which i''ll say goodbye

kecuali something unexpected happen

where's my kite?

i searched for my kite just now. it was not there. 

then i remember..

I've given it to someone. 

take a good care of it..will you?

with the warmest smile that i can drew

:)

OFFICIALLY END

finally

officially it end

pergh,,

and need to get back

yay!

ZZzzz...

sebenarnye xdelah siap betul pown..

steve jobs

patutlah asyik dengar nama die je

 anyway, here is a very nice post to share

it had inspired me

maybe you

who knows

STEVE JOBS

...

nice shot..insyaAllah
zainol,(forgot his name),farhan,err

more than friends.whenever you go, i pray that Allah's blessing is with you
ain,err,umi,qilah

ANTARA MAHU DAN MAMPU

somehow i think it is related to most of us

thus i just wanna share it with all you readers

to those who already in this path, never give up because you wont know that might be the next second is the moments that would make changes. like what an imam said that we should always do good deeds because we won't know which of our act that will grant us the blessing of Allah

to those who are still in the urge of searching,

try hard. HE is the source of love. HE'll guide you to it. no matter how. anyhow it depends on your willingness to search for it. the lights is there

to those who didn't even understand what this all about

i pray to Allah that someday we''ll meet a great person and from him,HE'll open our eyes to the beautiful side of life. 

ANTARA MAHU DAN MAMPU

(click on it, and happy reading)

love u guys as always~