woke up for subuh on the second of unplanned day really force me to bump my head again, on that nice cozy pink pillow. malasnya!!!. but because i felt so bad to Allah, i forced myself to muttered few zikir ma'thurat and my hafazan.then? its still early... sleep or not?
i saw my untouched lappy on my blue bag. didn't say anything perhaps but i open it. as usual scrolled through my FB.notification and the pregnant discussion.bla..bla..bla...then? open YG..hoping for something actually which Alhamdulillah it wasn't there.but there was something else. post by hilal Asyraf. he said : what if u died last night?
i was stuck by his word. what if?i didn't even planed anything yesterday.just shifted by the flow. thought of reading badai semalam, but i left it befriend with isteri hanaoka seishu on my bed in KMB.so fb from morn. balas dendam konon
guys,
it just the matter of you don't appreciate the time that god had fated for you. it a chance by the way. i had friend who died at the same age of us. did he expect it? i dont think so. he dont even know it. (ok maybe he realise it) it can be anytime. so please self. be grateful to any single chance that he had gave you. its become limited day by day. who known tomorrow. OK i get it. lets start working on my plan. pfffttt...but i simply blank of any plan this 2 days before btn. will update another issue later
wsalam
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