Saturday 26 November 2011

tersasarkah kita atau kurang bersyukur


Assalamualaikum buat rakan2 seiman dan selamat pagi yang indah buat yang selain itu. walaupun aku tau je thiis blog belum pun aku public kan balik. manalah tau satu hari nanti, nak terpublic kan balik. so at leasrt theres appropriate greeting for all of u.

woke up for subuh on the second of unplanned day really force me to bump my head again, on that nice cozy pink pillow. malasnya!!!. but because i felt so bad to Allah, i forced myself to muttered few zikir ma'thurat and my hafazan.then? its still early... sleep or not?

i saw my untouched lappy on my blue bag. didn't say anything perhaps but i open it. as usual scrolled through my FB.notification and the pregnant discussion.bla..bla..bla...then? open YG..hoping for something actually which Alhamdulillah it wasn't there.but there was something else. post by hilal Asyraf. he said : what if u died last night?

i was stuck by his word. what if?i didn't even planed anything yesterday.just shifted by the flow. thought of reading badai semalam, but i left it befriend with isteri hanaoka seishu on my bed in KMB.so fb from morn. balas dendam konon

guys,
it just the matter of you don't appreciate the time that god had fated for you. it a chance by the way. i had friend who died at the same age of us. did he expect it? i dont think so. he dont even know it. (ok maybe he realise it) it can be anytime. so please self. be grateful to any single chance that he had gave you. its become limited day by day. who known tomorrow. OK i get it. lets start working on my plan. pfffttt...but i simply blank of any plan this 2 days before btn. will update another issue later

wsalam

Friday 25 November 2011

terlalu mahu

saya terlalu mahu sa[a ade compilation HALAQAH sentuhan kalbu. sungguh2 nak. masa2 mcm ni baru tfikir, kalau nak cerita korea, tak payah susah2 nak cari. belum suarakan har\srat,,berduyun2 orang offer. sekarang ni running man pulak. sungguh tak masuk lagi sense fever aku. penat dah mcm try nak ikut arus. aku ke yg ttinggal?..tapi mmg tak minat aku nak ikut. dan aku bersyukur kerana tak ada that adict. sapa nak offer aku such movie. halaqah sentuhan kalbu. tak buat aku ketawa, tapi buat aku mangis. sedar hakikat hidup.

how can i?

rewinding up all those days that I live. all those paths that I choosed, make my mind trigger a question,
 how can i used to have such crush!...
make me feel ashame of what actually shape my mind to have such perception on such people. really it reflect your iman!
subhanallah, never let me turn again

math sudah mari!

ok keje sudah call, need to off!
see ya

dear!!!

owh dearest FB! welcome home. notification not that much..hahaha..i was expecting more. nampak sangat i ni taklah penting memana.hehehe..how could notification shows that? at least batter lah than mai,,,she only got 7..thats my average daily notification..hahhaha

anyway dear,
the last semester is waiting.let show some SAKINAH!

cant wait to fly
yep...saya suka benda yang terbang.ada masalah?

Tuesday 22 November 2011

masyaAllah

saya tak marah tapi saya sedih. how could you do that?..we loved you and i thought that enough.but you showed us that it doesnt.so, ikutlah...i'll always pray that HE will always be in our heart. and again...we love you..

puasa facebook and twitter

maka dengan ini saya ____________, berhasrat nak puase FB and twitter sampai balik dari medan perang ni. huhuhu..boleh caye ke? inya Allah setakat harini dah seminggu lebih kurang tak bertegur sape ngan FB.mesti tkejut beruk mark zukerbergh lame x jumpe aku.woot..woot..sabarlah ye

meh nak kabo

huwa, exam week. dan seperti biase, makin ramai orang atas katli aku. dulu share ngan encik printer. terselit2lah aku atas katil tu.nasib je tak pnah tgolek kebawah..duooom!..ntah x ingat. sekarang encik2 buku pulak bermaharajalela. takpe2.today is your day. aku balik umah, conquer satu queen punye katil with no even a book on it.definetly. huwaaa...sampai ke hari tu???. aku dah takut nak buat ape2 perancangan,  aku tak sure aku hidup lagi masa depan. adeh, biarlah hari nie je. nampak macam bagus, teori ni sama aku praktik untuk exam maha tiba-tiba ni. esok nak exam..pulun silibus malam2. adeh, maunye aku mcm spongebob kering gamaknye. layan jelah.aduhai minggu yang menyeksa. tapi serius untuk pertama kalinya tidurku tidak berteman dengan mana2 istilah IA,labrepport,EE (ops..ni tak tau lagi, khamis ni nak jumpe cikgu balik).baru aku rasa sikit macam student.seriously,,,slama ni duduk KMB mcm 'sampah' bak kata cikgu azna. kehulur ke hilir kejar bende yang bukan study directly lah..taska bla...bla..

sumpah tak sabar aku nak cuti. cuti mendenye, 2 hari then kem Bina Iman Didada..ops biro tatanegara lah pulak. ni die campak aku ke melaka. terpisahlah kami seketika. huwawawa...geng2 bising semua sumbat kat group 1. tinggallah yang ayu2 gitew kat group 3. aku tak kesahlah. janji 2hb nak balik.start pulak IELTS yang bakal tamat dengan jayanya 10hb nanti. 9 band aku wei...nantikan...muahaha...