salam dear!

actually dah berape kali rasa nak tulis2, but the page download lambat sangat. so i wouldnt have the time.acewah.. still packing up our things. all the clothes, stuff actually. but i did manage to get it settle 2 days ago. so just small tiny kiddy things left. but ummi work on it a lot. so just need to lend her a hand. this as u know will be our first family trip on a flight. we never plan that far since ...u know right. i prayed a lot that this gonna be a blast to all of us. since ummi had spend thousand2 for it. i really adore ummi for that. she kinda a forward looking mother. even shes the only breadwinner of the family for now. she sacrifices mentally and physically for it. but yet we couldnt hope for more than having another half of me in this trip. ya, cant make it. she got classes. huwaaaa...i miss her terribly. hehehe.

anyhow, i just finish with my IOP. then need to redo my EE. and need to send it tomorrow. like what?????!!!!. no people to put the blame on. me my self of course. not to plan my day properly. insyaAllah. when theres a will theres a way kan. surah an-nasr.

few days i've been rambling on youtube videos that make my heart stuck with all the air as i inhaled it. oh Allah, how could we be that bad towards you. dear my beloved citizen of malaysia. why did we do such things?. how can even we come to such conclusion when he's the one who grant us with air every second and minute. it make me pity Allah for even more. actually how many slave of him that really obey him? despite loves from him that never stops even less than a second. Allah, i felt even bad. i got the knowledge but yet, never know how to thank you.Allah, do guide us of becoming the next doctors of Malaysia and even to the world. we would like not to only heal diseases but also the patient. your slave to be specific. so that together we could walk the path that you blessed. 

May you will always be in our heart. Amin