Bila diri disayangi

tiada tempat mu tertentu
di gunung de lembah di darat di air
keikhlasan doa
kau yang pertama tiada akhirnya
tiada tempat tertentu.


now its the time, im about to jump. to see and to view from the window of someone else.know that im jumping to so some horse that fast riding. Allah, what actually those people are looking in their life. what things that are missing in life. about heart love and attention and dedication. Allah, why its so limited. those people thinking of not living in the life alone. but to picture someone else life. but until this happen we cannot see what the thing that we should be seeing in life. a lesson for life. a lesson for heart. a lesson for those people to stay up right. high and the submission is only to you. and no one else. to have you is to have everything and to not having you is to loose everything.

by tomorrow, but still were human that comes with so many color and feel that we might not even know! for where is the door to know to answer and to recognize. to define and to walk to understand and to choose. nothing but you.

Ya Allah, this is a point t of life where we see negligence and..

kita tersangkut dengan ranting kayu citaan sendiri
mengheret diri kelembah yang hina dan penuh kerusuhan
kita belajar untuk keluar sedangkan manusia lain sudah erdiri teguh diatas paksi perjuangan
kia masih menggunakan kamus semalam
sedangkan manusia lain sudah berkenan menggunakan buku yang tebal
definasi perjuangan bukan hanya pada air mata dan rasa suka semata-mata
tetapi lebih luar dan lebar
dan kita masih berdiri ditakuk penjuru semalam
semalam

sampai bilakah lagi, kaki ini kau mahu here ke sana
kepala ini kau mahu pakaikan utnuk hal-hal sebegini
aduhh
aku manusia juga,
berhak punya rasa

dan aku tidak nafikan pun han.
kau lebiih maklum dan pandai

habis? mengapa ditanya?

keranaaku yakin kau bukan sebegini. kau telah dijinakkan dengan terlalu banyak masa suka
pernah kau bertanya mereka yang mengurus kertas2 kerja?

kau..

ku hanya memikirkan keadaan mu, bukan sesiapa lain
terpulang kepada mu