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Allah je tahu macammana serabutnye kepala ni nak siapkan mathportfolio 

yang sangaaaaaaaaaat senang itu (motivation...hehehe)

penat kepala memikir

geram pun ade sbb its not that u cant do it. it just that u cant detact the patern (same lah tu kan)

like i said to my penpal..i like math but im not that good in it

mybe cause im a rigid type of person

hardly to suit a concept to other type of question

then....

terasa sangat nak mengeluh. nak mengadu dekat umi

but alhamdulillah i read solusi before about sabar

then, i tries to apply the concept

and again Alhamdulillah it work!

tulah kan manusia. bila kita ada masalah...kita sangat tergesa2.

cepat nak bagi tau manusia lain as if ur the most problem-a-tic person

takde orang lah lebih serabut dari die

but.. i learned that

bile kita ada masalah

cerita dengan Allah dulu

Allah yang izinkan ujian itu datang

then baru cari manusia

it's all about how far you Trust HIM.

im growing up dear..

hai D,

banyak giler things happen to me this 3 days

let us summaries it

MONDAY,

i visited my former school.

get to meet lots of my beloved teacher

dear ustaz,ustazah,teacher and cikgu

aku pun tak tau what are the things that initiate me to do so. but one of it is that

theres was one day i was talking to a teacher in college

then the teacher said

"ada senior awk datang harini.itulah sebenarnye hadiah paling besar buat seorang cikgu.tgk u guys datang dengan kejayaan..."

lebih kurang mcm nilah dialog dia.short-term memmory.tak mampu lagi nak berdiri sama level ngan imam syafie yang mcm scanner minda beliau.Karomah...

then the things really trigger me to act the same things

alhamdulillah sempat angkut sekali umi,khalies ngan naimah.

perasaan????

mestilah seronok dapat jumpe cgu lama. actually i lagi rapat dengan those teacher dekat sini rather than my first college. the school is very small that cause you to know most of them.even those yang tak mengajar you.

TUESDAY

pg buat pasport international.since insyaAllah im flying to ACEH this jun for our humanitarian project

cant wait!

(insyaAllah i'll post the how-to-do next time)

WEDNESDAY

pg bank CIMB. thought of changing my account to islamic account. aduh...riba woi..

but one thing yang sad is that the receptionist boleh tanye lagi kenapa nak tukar..

kak oiiiii.....mana boleh makan duit riba. tenatnye umat sekarang. nampak mcm ok tapi banyak lagi yang perlu kite belajar dan mengajar

but at last...bile ditimbal dan difikirkan jalan keluar..we decide to just stick to the one yang color merah tu. 2 tahun lagi habis je duit dari M***, tukar bank lain

TO JUNIOR, SIGH UP LAH FOR ISLAMIC ACC SEJAK DR AWAL.SENANG KEJE.

"ye dik..untuk kebaikan dunia akhirat..marilah bertukar.." kate kakak dl gambar nie

but i manage to keluarkan semua duit and transfer ke my new account. BANK RAKYAT!!!!.

alhamdulillah. thanks to ya yang drive aku sampai ke sini

walaubagaimanapun...thanks to Allah who had arrange all those event in my life. dari kereta breakdown sampai dapat pujian melambung dari cikgu (ops..shouldn't have said right). insyaAllah, trully wanna said..

Alhamdulillah ya Allah

i start to realise that im no lonnger a kid to be pampered all the time.

im no longger a  kid than can hope on others.

 only YOU..

p/s : ibrah kereta break down...dapat makan dekat kedai ni.tomyam.butterscotch and icelemon tea...Alhamdulillah

 

                                                             mana butterscotch???

haisy..adik..adik.

mengajar 2 mahluk Allah ni mmg menguji kesabaran

aduhai adik ngan abang..

penat dh along nie..

sometimes i just cant understand their world.

i was been told that tomorrow is suppose to be their 

EXAM DAY!!!

and diorang rilek je as in esok hari gaduation pHd.

weihhh....

but that is what kids world isnt it?

(but i dont think i was like that..aku tension kowt nak exam.)

entahlah

seronok rasenye menjadi kanak2 riang di alam ribena mereka

but one day they will realise how cruel and generous the world is

the'll realize all the pain and gain..

insyaAllah

sekiranya mereka masih panjang umor

but right now

BLAJA LA !!!!!..

saya habis mereka HABIS!!!

owh..post apakah kali ini

mesti anda tertanya...

mengikut intrepretasi saya

mengikut kamus dewan 

susunan ayat anda..bla..bla..

sintaksis..predikat

but if to be explain throught math concept

it can be said that the coordination of word is in relation of any square concept to be power to bla..bla.

ahahahaha

CERTAINLY BABY ITS NOT!!!!

ok..dont waste your time

its like this actually

i just finish my exam..so thats why it state there "...habis"

alhamdulillah..habis jugak sem ni

however

my belover lovely dovey senior

 (only some ok..i dont love all of them..of course..but i like them..hahah)

dah HABIS saya-lebah exam

yeay...

bajet je..hei..maybe rafael pun use to take saya-lebah exam..perhaps

(to what extent u can be cock sure bout it)

so to all senior

congratulation..for your just-end-wedding Exam

semoga setiap usaha ikhlas anda akan diganjari-NYA

insyaAllah, this is just a top. there's definetly much more await in the future.

after this,

takde dah senior nak teman aku study at common room tu

coolsem..(sape lah nak conduct pas ni)

teman Al-mulk pun dh takde (sape sudi!!!)

tak dengar dh kak izzati punya high pitch

and lots nore

anyway thanks for the memmory