i promise not to talk this to anyone.

suddenly my tears drop so fast and i dont know why. i felt something inside that call me just to cry. helplessly. because i didn't know whats the matter around. because a hug means so much and i long for one. didnt anyone notie it? how hard i keep u guys in my hug. didnt anyone realise it?
 u know, a telephone call could not pay  this.

im sad
for no specific reason..

Assalamualaikum hati

its been almost 2 weeks now. from yesterday me to a today me.

seriously, i  shouldn't be in any shoes that lies right in front. but who knows. despite the mud that i've been wallowing day and night. but i don't know either this is a gift or a bomb that will blast me off at the end of day. anyway, i just like the sanity of those weeks. and the people around. some starts to uncover their off-stage petals. 

owh Allah,

*silentprayes*