love letter

i really need someone that i could tell everything....

memmang terbaiklah when i read it..keluar lagu bunga-bunga cinta (asmirandah & dude herlino).

for those who really knew and observe me, know that this song have a very significant point in me. it plays when i was one of them. it plays with a painting that i know till death ill never able to wipe it out.ok sudah2. tutup cerita. susahnya nak jaga hati.!

i just wanna say...it hurts me so much. i said that i have no longer feelings,,,but how can i just forget it that easy. i dont blame you because you never knew. how come u know when i didnt even cared to share. please,,,i beg,,,please keep it personal. i dont wanna see any of it. i know and realize .but please make me invisible to all those episode.sign me out.

arghhhh susahnye...

believe me, having the normal love is far more easier than what i am undergoing right now. ook now im gonna consider it damn seriously.

Allah,

aku hanya hamba biasa. 

terlalu peribadi untuk aku bercerita.

pada mana2 manusia.

 aku hanya mampu menutur kata dalam doa-doaku. 

itu pun dengan bahasa yang paling aku sendiri tidak mahu fahami. 

Allah...tugasku besar..bantulah aku

new termmm

Assalamualaikum uolls,
i olls dah start new term. semester 2 for my first year. Ya Allah...ade 6 1/2 year more to go. mmg betul2 kene luruskan niat belajar ni. kalau x mmg dah tahap merangkak2 mintak dikasihani especially pak lan untuk hantar balik.
 hisy, nothing such thing. this is whet i really want. since young kot. nak jadi ahli perubatan (no..its just that doctor mcm lame sangat words tu). i just like the feeling of giving. anything that i have. i love to give. but not to share. heheheh.

but i need at least 3 years more till i can function at the hosp. and thousand bundle of exam paper to pass. sabarrr....

new semester im hoping for a better performance and deeds. i even take a pledge to control myself on certain things until the date of 24/3/2013.that is at least. ill always hope for more years
what was it? biarlah Allah sahaja yang tahu. im keeping my self busy. what with the new things that come to my life. to many things to manage with so little time.

back to business
im so going to study smart this term (notes, lecture.....)
im so need to get ready myself of being a women (no more kanak2 riang)
im so need to think ahead for my future and the hereafter
i'll put more effort on my hafazan